I’m still here

Lately, everything I have written has either been handed out or unpublished.  Have you ever just really wanted to say something, but after you walk away and take a deep breath you find that you are extremely glad you kept your mouth shut?

That’s me.

I’ve been having these moments a lot lately. Some of it has been emotionally triggered, and the times I find myself saying something, I come to regret it. I should just keep my mouth shut!

And I have.

It’s really one of the reasons why I’ve been so quiet lately.

Sometimes, even in the midst of really good stuff, there’s a ton of muck and mire.

So here’s a bit of what I’ve been up to in the muck. I’ve been sleeping. Catching up on DVR. Watching Duck Dynasty and Once Upon a Time. Trying to make dinner for my family each night. Trying to clean the house a little. Paperwork.

Boring stuff, really.

I’m hoping next week that I can get out of this slump and write a bit more. Part of me feels so guilty for not talking on here — afraid I’ll lose readers — I’m sorry. I’ll get better, I promise!

Does anyone else ever go through slumps like this? 

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2 thoughts on “I’m still here

  1. beth the mom

    Yes. I used to blog every day, no matter what. Now i can go for days, even weeks without blogging, because well, who cares? I know my mom reads my blog to see photos of the kids, so sometimes, that’s all I do.

    Hopefully you can get back into it!

  2. lauren

    I know I dont blog, but I feel this way about fb… I’m quiet on there when I’m blah. I started logging off the app on my phone and so I don’t have a tendency to check my phone 80 billion times a day for a notification or whatev. but I did that for personal reasons (ugly thoughts) and now I’m just like.. hmm fb?! but Anywho… keep blogging. please. thanks 🙂

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